"I'm ... I'm .. Free!!!!! however, at the moment a bit like a chicken that's been in a cage too long ...poking my head out and blinking...

mother of god during the day while i was painting the ever more naughty Picasso (my weenie dog) has been 'acting out' a whole helluva...

about to 'do' another painting. been thinking a whole lot- and i want to quit that sorta thing. for that makes me 'think' i can control...

my father is still alive, and in his late 80's, tho i haven't spoken or been in his presence since 14 years ago, when i was 40, and was...

oy. feel sick to my stomach. what, did i have bad sushi for breakfast? am i catching the flu? did i again watch the last gory episode...

felt a bit of a bump, a tug backwards, a consideration of what i condsidered judgment from my father, and now, others. oh the shame of...

in this world, fear is the way things are run. fear is the basis for seat belts, car insurance, flight insurance (what IF your flight...

the young man with the beautiful and sweet looking pit bull was walking down the street toward me and my dinner date. he was definitely...

i, for one, don't. care, that is. not today. will it ever be known? when will i know who i am. i think the answer is never. or...

what if there was a special Faerie who would give you everything you wanted what if she had the ability to give you all the happiness you...

this is how it goes. i feel a change coming on. a little amoeba. may take months, sometimes years...more recently that germinating time...

heard this many years back. and it's something i know to be true. well, if there was such a thing as truth. but let's just assume. as i...

how little we really need to be completely happy and content. my continuing current lesson to which i resist ~ is still grasping my...

'Mother?' that's it?? that's all she wrote...?? yup. was doing one of my favorite pastimes, visiting a cemetery and indulging in my...

the EgO feeds even on being the most humble of men... as my guru shouts GO!!!!! to the line of cars in front of him oh yes we wear our...

ah fuck! forgot to get coffee again. was going to try that blue bottle coffee that i had seen for sale at a nearby café, as i am a coffee...

thank U that's over!! it's amazing how a coupla little things like losing a front tooth and then spending the next 2 days spewing vomit...

funny how a few minutes can change everything. just blows my mind sometimes. one minute everything is fun, great, beautiful, exciting,...

it all started in 1974. i was 14, and i was babysitting the DiCarlo kids, 4 boys, Germano, Mario, Enrico, and Alonso, while their parents...

i get it. we are not here to teach others. we are here only to receive lessons. tho our ego says otherwise.... we struggle against the...