then Let It Go
i care about showing my art, and then i let that 'care' go.
find fulfillment and excitement about getting my stuff out into the 'material' world, then the next moment need to retreat into the spirit world, the real world.
i don't need this material world. i don't need the computer world. i don't need the world of websites.
and it's only a game- i play with the numbers and move the little chess pieces around.. and i let go of winning.
i don't invest in the outcome. what comes, comes.
i don't picture of how it's gonna look. or how it's gonna Be.
it's always a surprise.
i like it that way.