it just goes

funny how a few minutes can change everything. just blows my mind sometimes. one minute everything is fun, great, beautiful, exciting, fulfilling, and then, the next moment

a few molecules move around, a few things are said, feelings come up, unbidden, relationships shift, insecurities billow. life is just a constant steady stream of change. let go or be dragged.

thank god nothing lasts forever, neither pain nor joy. nor insecurities.

and in the process, as always, i find peace, and it all just goes....